Saturday, October 16, 2010

30 Days of Truth-Day 3:Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For

Let's see, I am on day 3 and wondering why the heck I decided that this "30 Days of Truth" was a good thing. 

Day 3:Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For

I must admit, this one is pretty easy for me....I need to forgive myself for losing my job. 

While I know there is nothing I could have done to NOT lose my job, I still feel guilty for it.  A month before I lost my job I got a promotion and raise.  My numbers were great, yet I still lost my job.  As you may assume, life changed majorly after that.  If I weren't married with children, I probably wouldn't feel so guilty, but knowing this occurance had an impact on the whole family makes me feel more guilty. 

I know that God's Planning is perfect.  I know that we will survive.  I know that I have learned valuable lessons through all of this.  BUT, it's still hard.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey girl. Good posts! You asked about the crib and how we did it. We just took everything out and put the matress on the floor, and left the rails up. So it was as low as it could possible go. I thought we were genius, until today. She found a way to even get out of it! Hope that makes sense!